Love you sooo much

I do it rarely, especially on public, but ... I Love you sooo much

Subjunctive mood

Each of us lives at least two lives (and almost always in parallel).
One life in an internal reality, another - in external. The degree of a reality of realities is defined subjectively.
Subjunctive mood.
Every day... Display what of realities or lives it is? From desire to unite?
This is a demonstration of weakness?
The special form to designate the desires and impossibility?
Subjunctive mood.

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How always do we see a reflection us real in a mirror?
Or we are only our avatars?
When I see little children is a perfect miracle :)
Mothers are angels-keepers at which were deprived wings coz adultery, but they are able to guard the children however.
It is the unknown program which is started in the organism of woman.
Often incomprehensible, inexplicable, individual.
They create safe reality round their children.
How always do we see a reflection us real in a mirror?
Strange, first we search our parents in us, find - and we are glad by this likeness :)
Later, we deny our likeness, tearing away an invisible placenta with a root.
Some part of our lives we paint our reflection: hair-do, color of hairs, smile, gait, voice, conduct, style, status...
Social attractiveness as modern type of obsession.
And, when neurosis of disparity of internal and external arrives at the hight point... we go back to a search real us...
We find our parents inside us, and we are so happy then...
And we are so happy when our children see likeness with us


Thankful daughter Grem Ivana

One day

6:20 am I try to wakeup...
7:40 am Try again
8:04 am Good morning me
8:30 am One glass of orange juice. I die from a desire to strangle it who disconnected hot water :(
9:00 am News. Hair dryer, e-mail. Facebook... a little bit. Friends sent me the pictures of their built house... Physical embodiment of idea is always perfectly!
Love ya:)
9:45 am I catch my neighbour in a lobby.. at underclothes... only... :)
9:50 am I walk to my office. Olga found me on a road, we drive to office on her car.
10:00 am Hola my dear Natalie :) She is a bit dissipated ... as usual :) Big hug to Julia. Muaaaaahhhh.
10:00 am Chat on Skype, mails, calls etc etc...
11:15 am Women can not live without scoop :) It is an almost genetic necessity :)
Olga in my room with a lot of news :) Juice.
1:00 pm Lunch. Nothing interesting here :)
2:30 pm I go to my office. Hot! So hot!
4:20 pm Plans, reports, summary tables... brrrrr....
mails, mails, mails
5:00 pm green tea with lemon and honey :) Yaaaammmm.
7:00 pm Driving to bank. Visited my friend and her beautiful daughter Sophia.
10 months old gal with sooooo deep eyes :) all of wisdom of the world is in these eyes :)
9:00 pm M-Video Shop. I try to find a photo-camera. For me.
9:30 pm Gym. Pool. Tons of adrenalin... sauna after
11:05 pm Tea with friends.
11:30 pm Home sweet home :)
00:00 I die from a desire to strangle it who disconnected hot water :( again :)
00:30 Hola Facebook. Some updating.
00:35 Chao Facebook. Hola Morpheus.

with logic we construct with love we create

This is phrase of my day