Radar

Source

Often I can not explain the reasons why this is happening. Sometimes I tune in to the wave of a specific person.
As if the source is in it, but  universal receiver is in me . I have no control over it. It comes and goes independently of me. This is very similar to when you are driving in the car and change the radio wave. But in this case I'm not driver. And it's not me who press the button.
Well...
For example, when your life as you think, goes awry. Monotony of what is happening around you ...  it is a frightening reality. And you know one treatment it is trip, travel.
You find the more romantic sense in  your escape from reality. Other countries, cities and culture. This helps you to get lost.
But at the same time, you are required to comply with obligations to partners, colleagues, in a word, the obligations to other people.
And the rules of this game ... You play by the rules, despite the fact that you are sick of what is happening. For example, the official evening. You need to be there. You should meet with certain people. You have to enchant and amaze.
Standing in front of a mirror at home,  look at youself, but you're afraid to look into your own eyes, because you know  what exactly you'll see there. Or with loved ones... but it's other story


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