Subjunctive mood

Each of us lives at least two lives (and almost always in parallel).
One life in an internal reality, another - in external. The degree of a reality of realities is defined subjectively.
Subjunctive mood.
Every day... Display what of realities or lives it is? From desire to unite?
This is a demonstration of weakness?
The special form to designate the desires and impossibility?
Subjunctive mood.