la folie à deux

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The music in my headphones ... coffee in my favorite cup. Do you have  your favorite cup? Perhaps someone gifted  to you this cup ... someone special or not much...
'Special'  ...
'Special' What's makes it like this, made by whom and how?You live, you meet each other every day.. And once you say 'you are my special mate'.
What is it actually? Is it your internal reasons, free from someone else, only you and all? Or?
Or it's just because something pushing you from outside?
Or is this a momentary weakness, madness? But  something else it is just to following to the script. And we all just play by rules? Well who is referee then? Coz I have some questions.
I play outside of the rules constantly. I cross borders. I am remote from the field player often. They say: Do not be an idiot! Don't argue! They say: Surrender! Do it like everyone, and go with all of us by  the well-known way. But how can I find my 'special' on this way?
I know that you are also not playing by the rules. And that the chances are negligible.
But you are somewhere on your own way. It's one of millions reasons why I call you 'special'
I know.. even if it's just la folie à deux ... No I hope that it's our la folie à deux



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